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| I can't f*cking believe it... I mean we've spent so long searching, fighting and working towards the goal.
And damn I've been through so much shit, I never thought I'd actually get it back!
I mean it was so damn hard to believe, but now...
Ha... haha, and go figure it was superior who helped me get it back, wow, there's some rich irony.
But I'm human again, I can feel, I can laugh, I can finally really enjoy those damn chocolate pop-tarts in the kitchen! :D
The only thing I miss about being a Nobody would be my Sitar... other then that, I am just fine with having no powers or shit, goddamn this is great!
I wonder where Leon is... I really want to show him...
Oh and hey, get this, I think superior has fallen in love! >X3
With this guy who looks like a kid no less but oh well... I think they'd make a great pair, but that's just me.
Wow... this is so weird, I wonder if Axel and Roxas got their hearts back too?
Oh and speaking of the others, I heard Saix went and commited suicide!! Well... kind of.
I'm not too worried, he'll come back, I mean, I did right? So he'll return, but seriously...
Oh, and I'm officially calling that one winged bastard "The Executioner" now, he's certainly earned it, I hope he rots in hell the bastard...
... wow, it feels awesome to actually be able to feel anger.
This is f*cking sweet. :3 - How am I feelin' today::ecstatic
 - What I'm jammin' to::To Be Loved - Papa Roach
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|  Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last month I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In April I bought porn for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dr_arte (-10 points). Last Tuesday I helped tempesta hide a body (-173 points). Last Thursday I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In March I pulled over and changed xiaron's flat tire (15 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-121 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!
Sincerely,
Demyx |
But I don't want a lump of coal...
(OOC: Poor Demy, the world conspires against him. X3 Totally reminds me of http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4430 3453/ ) | |
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| Once, just once I wish Xemnas would get over his whole "We must destroy the lives of everyone within a 60-meter radius of us to get our hearts back!" schtick.
I'd l ike to see him try and get that Sephiroth asshole.
Tch, if I'm lucky the two fuckers will kill each other.
At least I got Roxas and Axel on my side, feels good to have support and friends who share views.
.... damn... I wish Leon were here.
I really wanna see him but.... maybe it's good I'm not seeing him.
I'm...... confused.
Heh... and Xemnas and Saix say it's impossible for me to have a heart because of Leon. Lying bastards.
*leans against a wall, slides to the base of it and sits there knees bent slightly. Glances up at the ceiling and begins whistling a little tune, before breaking into soft song*
Stand my ground, I wont give in
No more denying, I got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand my ground - How am I feelin' today::cranky
 - What I'm jammin' to::Stand my Ground ~ Within Temptation
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| So now I'm a lying, cheating bastard.
Wow.
*looks on the verge of tears*
I suck.
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| Posted on request of Lucia's-mun. ^^;; I didn't wanna post this one cause it's so smutty... >.> X3 <3 Lucia's mun. XDDD Warnings: Brief ending, we both had to leave and felt that was a nice spot to end it. Yaoi, rape, lime, lemon, blahda, blahda... Characters: Demyx & Sephiroth
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| *lies in the middle of the floor staring at the ceiling looking depressed, his arms are folded on his chest and he is blandly singing*
"Now the day has come,
We are forsaken,
There's no time anymore.
Life will pass us by,
We are forsaken,
We're the last of our kind...." - How am I feelin' today::blank
 - What I'm jammin' to::Forsaken ~ Within Temptation
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| These wounds. Aren't. Healing!
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| My inspiration has returned, among other things, seems I missed a whole party while I was uhm.... dead busy gathering supplies for my latest.... trick.
Mwa hhahahahahaha...
Seriously, who knew Sephiroth meant it when he said he'd really kill me in that duel... I mean seriously, suxors. ><
Anyway, since I can't find Hokuto I just designed my own wardrobe and it's almost ready... I'm really having fun with some ideas I found online, like, punk rock stuff. :3
It's kinda revealing actually... I wonder if that's okay....
I miss Leon.... I haven't seen him in forever.... Leeeon.... ;_;
Anyway, I'm thinking of having a get together, between friends. :o
I really feel like I have a heart. ^_^
*walks off singing*
I judge by what she's wearin, just how many heads I'm tearin'..... - Location:My Room
- What I'm jammin' to::Next Contestant ~ Nickleback
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| A metal spike facing up.
I am so getting rid of my damn coat now, I tripped on the hem the other day, and fell right onto a metal spike facing up.
INSTANT KO.
God I feel so retarded. ;_;
I hope Axel and Roxas don't find out about this... - Location:Room
- How am I feelin' today::blah
 - What I'm jammin' to::Nemo ~ Nightwish
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| Great... so I'm stuck in the garden fountain, have gils and a tail..... this is so not cool. @_@ - Location:Garden Fountain
- How am I feelin' today::confused
 - What I'm jammin' to::Can't get at my stereo!!
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| People on my list to bug....
~ Leon ~
He needs to help me pick out new clothes and.... yeah. ^^;;; Among other stuff. *cough*
~ Hokuto ~
She said she had designs for me but.... I need to find her to talk to her about them. D:
~ Vincent ~
We need to go swimming, and Vince you're coming whether you like it or not. >:D
~ Axel/Roxas ~
We need to start hanging out together again like the buddies we were/are (I hope). ^_^
~ Kadaj ~
Bite me tiny, I'm gonna teach you how to enjoy life, you look like a good singer. :3
~ Irvine ~
We need to find that Band Room man, I'm gonna find him tomorrow and see if he wants to go looking. :D
~ Kamui ~ (The uh... not new one)
We need to hang out some more, I think we had something when we first met, so I'm gonna go find him. ^^
I wonder what people would think if I decided to hold a concert... ahahaha, they'd probably say I'm a loser and lock me away. ^^;;
Also... my marks faded. D': *rubs his neck and looks unhappy* - How am I feelin' today::crushed
 - What I'm jammin' to::Which to bury, us or the hatchet? ~ Relient K
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| I can't find Vincent, and I'm sorta worried to knock on his coffin.
I wonder if he'll bite me if he was sleeping.... ._.
Ah whatever... but I still need to make him enjoy life again. >_>
But I'm thii~iis close to walking the hallways calling his name. T_T
Second notice!
Must find Leon, I need to ask him if he would mind coming with me to Hokuto's for uhm... stuff. ^^;;
Hokuto, have you finish the designs yet...?
Oh... Axel, need to talk to him too.
To be honest I'm really nervous, that the minute I do this I'm gonna get struck down or somethin' by Mr. Number 1.
Or maybe eaten by Saix. Again.
Support would be really nice at this moment.
Maybe I should talk to Roxas too... I'll bet he knows how to cheer me up... or at least make me feel a little better about this...
Oh maaaan... I am so nervous. @_@ - How am I feelin' today::nervous
 - What I'm jammin' to::101 Opening ~ Suikoden II
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| (OOC: All images came from the Demyx community  Lessee... I'm gonna try writing a story 'cause uhm... I don't think it's safe to go outside right now. ^^;; Mwa ha ha ha... So! *holds up pen threateningly* Here is a story of Number 9, Demyx, the Melodious Nocturne's adventures! Well... adventure, only one. ^_^
... ew. Mushy. T_T Oh well. *yawns a leans back on his bed* Sleepy now, I sleep. *snores*(OOC: Don't ask what prompted this... I was bored. XD) | |
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| If somethin' fun doesn't happen soon I'm gonna go crazy. >_<
....
Or just pull a prank I've been wanting to do since I got here...
Which reminds me, AXEL!
When we gonna do the closet plan? >:D
Why does this song make me think of Leon? XDDD; Ha ha... I am so weird.
*Starts singing the lyrics as loud as he can*
(OOC: Vincent, random passerby, neighbors, feel free to yell, kick, or punt. ^^;)
- How am I feelin' today::cranky
- What I'm jammin' to::That Thing You Do ~ The Wonders
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| Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored robed bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored derob bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored I'm sick of this gah bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored board bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored....
I'M BORED! - Location:Boredomville
- How am I feelin' today::bored
- What I'm jammin' to::Nothin'
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| Man, things are switching around so much it's kinda weird... and confusing, way confusin'.
Leon was gone when I woke up... that kind of ... hurt... but he left me his jacket, I think...
It smells nice. *smiles a little hazily*
W-wait! Why am I thinking about the way he smells?! *goes red*
S'okay, let's see.. Hana is takin' care of this dude named Cloud who is... well, in a bad state of things.
I ran into Sora, and nearly spazzed, thank god for the nearly part.
Lore came into the middle of things like "Prepare for pwnage!" and stuff, she kinda scares me sometimes.
She's alright though.
And I have a new roommate, switched for Lore and got Vince.
Yeah, the asshole.
We're kinda better now, I guess he was testy 'cause Leon hurt Cloud, and I was pissy 'cause he threatened Leon because of it.
We patched things up, we're friends now. ^_^
Oh, that crazy blond chick... Mina? I think her name was... she's recruiting people for a 'down with Seph' campaign. I'm staying clean away from that, I cheated death once, I'm in no mood to do it again. Dying just ain't fun you know?
Anyway, I wonder how well Vincey is gonna react to my stereo... hope he doesn't mind. >.>
Oops, forgot, supposed to call him Vincent, and not one of the nicknames. ^^; - How am I feelin' today::Buggin' out
 - What I'm jammin' to::Angels ~ Within Temptation
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| Okay, so maybe I did something wrong, now that the flowers are gone, and I still feel weird around Leon...
Maybe it's just me?
And he's different now... he's so... closed off I feel like I'm the plague around him...
But Axel and Roxas look fine... so maybe it's just because I'm a freak...
And now what's even worse there's this asshole walking around who looks like Dracula reborn threatening Leon.
Well I have news for you buddy;
BACK. OFF.
If you so much as touch Leon so help me god I will pwn your supposed 'bad' ass.
And that goes for Axel and Roxas too, touch them and I'll drown you in a sea of your own spit.
*sits down and holds his head in his hands*
I can't do this...
Ever since....that night when.... ever since... I felt....
There's more now. More then that.... that warm happy feeling.... now... now I want to kill.... and... and it hurts, but I'm not wounded!
Somebody help me... I don't.... I don't know how to deal with..... feeling. - How am I feelin' today::depressed
- What I'm jammin' to::My Immortal ~ Evanescence
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| Yeah, I know I should do something other then sit at the computer... but.... well my roommate hates it when I crank up my stereo, and I can't sit so I can't play my sitar.... ^^;; Grah... I need somethin' to do....
I'm WHO???
What the hell is an Uke? O____O
- How am I feelin' today::crazy
 - What I'm jammin' to::Believe ~ Gundam Seed
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| ...
You know, I just realized something from all of this.
I'm tired now.
And my ass hurts.
But I am so. fucking. happy!!
Uh, first things first... maybe I should get some clothes. ^^;
*is wearing nothing but a towel and even that's slipping*
Augh... my hair is getting in my eyes... itchy. .___.; - How am I feelin' today::chipper
- What I'm jammin' to::Happy Song ~ Liam Lynch
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